兼輔人生

最後一篇文章，是在我大二時候所寫的了。
今天，因為覺得自己心聲沒人聽見，所以就過來這裡。

為什麼會說無人聽見呢
因為我媽媽不在了
自從她不在後
我就覺得沒有人能理解我
畢業離開台灣後

我發現越來越少人理解我
其實我蠻喜歡現在這份工作的
如題
我現在是一所中學的兼輔老師

在媽媽離開後
我接受諮商將近一年
過程中 種種的自我探視
讓我覺得好累
但也成長了不少
沒想到
還以為自己不再害怕的那個人
依舊害怕
但是我知道自己害怕
我到底害怕什麼
明明就不復相見了
我也不敢

First 10KM Road-running in Taiwan.

3/26
A memorable day. A day which I breakthrough my limits. Every year, my university will organize a 10KM road running from our school back to jingshe(慈濟靜思精舍）. I didn't join this activity when I was a fresh year, because I told myself that I can't do it, people might laugh at me that I can't run due to my sickness(asthma). I was worried that people might laugh at me, but my thought was wrong, no one will care how other people like when we were all running on the road.

When I was back at home on last summer holidays and spring holidays, I forced myself to exercise everyday, I need to train up my stamina to join the 10km road running. There is a little hill nearby my house there, altitude 225meter. I went to jog everyday when I was back at home. I have used about 3 months to train myself up.

So, when I was back in Taiwan, the first I did was signed up for the 10km road running activity! The day that I have been waited for long long time!

There were only 7 people who joined this run in our course.

On that day, the temperature was around 12c~16c. At first, I was thinking to give up this road running, because it was too cold, I have never run in such cold day, and I worried that my asthma would get worst. But I forced myself to wake up and join the run no matter what. Why I would do that? Because before that I watched a ultra-marathoner's(Tommy Chen) story. He is a cancer survivor, after he recovered from his illness, he trained himself and join all sorts of ultra-marathon competition.

While I was running, i really wanted to give up and why did i put myself in this kind shit. But whenever I have this kind of thoughts, I reminded myself about Tommy's story, and tell myself that:" Tommy can did it, why can't I?! I had a healthy body, strong determination! Come on Lyn! Bring it out! Bring it out your power! Show and prove it to yourself that you can!" With this thought, I finished the run all by myself. I cried when I reached the finish line, people clapped and cheered for me. I finished it, all by myself.

1 hour 45 minutes. I have used to finish this run. I know is a little time out, but I'm proud of myself that I finished it.

I will continue to do more training, and join for the next run!!



                                             

This is me. after the run. Thanks Leon for helping me to take this photo!

This is me & my classmates. 

We went to our senior's children's theater after the run! It was the last show, so we went to support!!

*story behind this post: Trust yourself, you can do it. Things always happen for reasons, don't worry, be happy and do it! 

Hair Donation

WELL

I have cut my 42cm long hair due to the reason I wanted to donate it for those cancer patients. One wig costs about 3000~4000NTD, and some of the patients couldn't afford for it, so many society in Taiwan started the activity of collecting people's real hair to make out a wig. And it costs less and more meaningful. 

 I have keep my long hair for almost two years++, and my purpose was to donate it. I have a cancer survivor in my family, so I understand how it feels to see your hair fall one by one day due to chemotherapy, it is so sad to see that. I was first planned to cut my hair on 31/12/2015. But I was to worry that I might look weird with short hair, so once again, I delayed my plan. 

I really like how I looked with my long hair, I look so feminine with it. And I love my braids so so so muchhieee. Love until I wasn't willing to cut it. 

Finally, when I was back in Malaysia, I decided to cut my hair after Chinese new year.I have thought for a very long time and finally I got the guts do it. Actually I just cut 30cm out of 42cm. haha. Why I would have this kind of decision? Because my mum she was very unbearable with my long hair, the floor of my house was flooded with my fallen long hair, and it might causes some growing of bacteria or virus or anything. The first photo that I showed in this post is the photo when I was cutting my hair, ALL AT ONCE! I thought I would cry badly, but surprisingly I smiled happily deep from my heart :) 

TADAAAAA

 This is my 30cm long hair!!!! I have lots of hair until the stylist have to seperate it into two bunches of hair for her to cut! 

 And I brought my hair back to Taiwan to donate it. Why I brought it back to Taiwan? Because I can't find any society which do this kind of hair donation services in Malaysia, so i decided to bring it back to Taiwan. And I donated for a society which named 中華民國癌病腫瘤患者扶助協會. After they received my hair, they posted my name on their FB fan page!!!!! I have circled my name below the screenshot, you guys can see it??

This is my new look!!! At first, I thought I will look odd with short hair. The outcome was so unexpected. Now I love my new hair style very much. haha. When you decided to do something good, don't afraid to do it, the outcome will be seriously unexpected!!!

NO PAIN=NO GAIN

It has been 7 weeks.

From the day I came back to Taiwan from M'sia.

Time really flies.

I have been through a lot of things in these 7 weeks.

Being rejected badly, learnt to face a lot of problems all by myself Etc

It was harsh.

But

Is some kind "nutrition".

From those things that had happened

I gained experience from it.

with that 

I learnt how to manage my things or face problem with a better way or solution.

:) 

Story behind the photo: We were organizing a welcoming camp for our juniors :). This photo was taken on the 2nd day and also the last day of the camp, we were having our lunch break at 芳草古樹-鳳林(where we organized our welcoming camp).

CF103 ROCKS!!

New chapter of my life

Time flies

I have started my sophomore life back in my university

I'm no longer a freshman 

It means

Yes 

I'm back in Taiwan

After my two months of summer holidays

Is time to grow up 

And learn something new

Fill up myself with lots and lots of knowledge 

成長

好想念家裡的小可愛啊

功課寫到一半就跑來這裡了

哈哈

最近，遇到了許許多多讓我成長的事情。

這學期流的淚比上學期多

這學期學會了勇於承擔

這學期學會了更多的責任

這學期也學會了適時的放手

這學期的成長絕對比上學期的多

這學期已經到學期末了

很快的我要升上大二

大二要承擔的事情更多

班代、系學會、老師助理、學姐

輪到我要帶領帶領大一

我不再是妹妹了

我已經要當姐姐了

上了大學

才發現大學是個小型社會

什麼鬼奇葩的人物都有

不負責任的居多

雖然過程中遇到了差點氣死我的奇葩人物

但是也謝謝有他們的存在

我才能成長

大一快結束了

就代表我在台灣的日子快一年了

沒想到

光陰似箭啊

一年了

說長不長

說短不短

自己一個人也能在國外生存的好好

這學期讓我找到了不一樣的目標

也下定決心要更精進自己！

這學期有笑有淚的度過

友情的必需品

好久沒有來寫部落格咯。

Hi Everyone!!!!

想用英文寫，但是卻有點懶惰。

哈哈

還是用會華文好了。

這幾天是個收穫很多的天。

也是個成長的點。

以前連假，都會覺得很難過沒得回家。

雖然這次也是有點難過，但是比我上次剛到台灣的時候好多！哈哈哈

這次的連假，我學會了突破自己的極限。騎腳踏車到市區，從宿舍到市區大概有2.8公里左右。第一次，那麼勇敢的踏出去，為我環島的夢想更前進一步。

想要環島，就要先從環花蓮開始！！！

這次騎腳踏車到市區，下次七星潭、南濱、北濱、鯉魚潭、太魯閣！

之後就環台灣！

為我的夢想前進一步！

在這裡，謝謝每次逼我騎腳踏車的室友。如果不是她，我環島的夢想早就被我自己局限了！

真的好開心，我找回了騎腳踏車的熱情、夢想和勇氣！

這幾天，我也找到了友情的必需品。

坦誠相對。

有了坦誠相對的友情，是最堅固的友情。

從不滿意彼此，到坦誠，到接受，到尊重。

是個很不容易的過程。

找到了，它將為你的友情加上淡淡的甜味和香味。

久久不失。

其實不管幹什麼，坦誠都是必需品。

愛情、友情、親情等等都需要。

所以一段感情的維持，除了雙方面付出，也要學習坦誠。